DMA - Still Doesn't Mean Anything?

I have been thinking a lot lately, yes, actually thinking. Since the infamous March 9, I have been thinking.

In this period of slightly more than a month, I have read and studied more books, of which only 2 were fiction, listened and studied more piano pieces. Also, I am almost finished with memorizing pieces for my recital. I am researching and looking into more resources for projects which have been put on hold for the past 2 years. I can finally indulge in some academic cravings.

It is also amazing what stress can push the body to do. Now, that my body is no longer charged with adrenaline and perhaps the levels are normal, I am sleeping earlier and much better. I have decided to not rush anywhere and be only on time for classes. Every other activity is optional and I won't make a decision until I absolutely need to.

The MTNA conference in Toronto was a blast. It was great to meet and be with wonderful musicians, and find people that are affirming. Malcolm Bilson, Seymour Bernstein and Peter Takacs gave wonderful presentations. Practice techniques and medical issues were also discussed. (Horses and dogs are smarter than we are at times). Being with familiar friends was definitely very refreshing, since these people have known me since I was still a teen. Free books are also a plus. I had so many freebies, I had no space left to bring anything else back.

Now, I have to make the "Doesn't Mean Anything", mean something to someone. Hopefully I'll convince myself first and then sell it to an employer. All about jumping hoops and navigating the course, huh? 2 recitals, 2 proposals - 1 lecture and 1 document. The countdown is on!